Friday, May 8, 2009
I have learned so much over the years. I want you to contemplate about your own personal goals as you look through these pictures and when you read the caption at the end. I want to say that I am so thankful for my blessings, that Heavenly Father knows what is important to you and me and most of all my sanity. lol. I know what ever you put your mind to you can achieve!
- Me calling my friends after my momentous ocasion.
I have been real busy lately and thought I should see if my wedding dress fits! I figured it would give me some sense of determination to fit into it by the time I leave for Utah in the end of July. So I went to get it and I realized that the zipper lined up!!! Oh, my gosh!! I am in shock- who would've thought this could be happening right now?! I have 3 beautiful kids and my body has been a collision course. I have gained and lost so much the last 8 1/2 years of my life. I have yoyo-ed a total of around 160 lbs- I AM NOT KIDDING YOU! This is not how much I have weighed it is how much I have gained and lost!! 80 odd pounds here, another 40 there and some over there and a little more over my natural weight with my last baby. THANK HEAVENS!! It has been such a struggle and I am still figuring out who I am? Where do I belong? Where am I happy with? I like to look in the mirror and love the person that is staring back at me, I owe that to myself! I deserve that! My children deserve a mother that loves herself and is happy and in return - a better life for them.